"I think I ended up making life feel stifling for you, whether it was due to the structural issues of that house, my own manic energy, my busyness, my intense interests and focus, or my innate sensory and emotional characteristics.
Beyond that, there were so many problems, thoughts, absurdities—things that were just objectively 'off' no matter how you looked at them. I often thought to myself that the ultimate bottleneck was the Japanese language itself (as well as the lack of a 'common language' based on shared knowledge and cognition). I’d wonder, 'Why don’t you understand? Why isn’t this getting through?'—a meta-structure where communication fails specifically because of the language used. Eventually, I stopped saying these things out loud, though they certainly existed.
Causing inconvenience or forcing an understanding of my sensory and emotional traits (or being forced to 'force' it) is one thing—and if that resulted in a total rejection of my character, that would be cruel—but at the very least, regarding those points, it is a simple fact that there was a structural fault within both me and the environment."